michelle

2009-03-18T12:48:00.003+08:00

I know You're there - Casting Crowns

If all I had was one last breath
I’d spend it just to sing your praise
Just to say your name

If all I had was one last prayer
I’d pray it ‘cause I know you’re always listening

If I could live a thousand lives, bind the hands of time
I would spend every moment by your side, ‘cause I

I know you’re there, I know you see me
You’re the air I breathe, you are the ground beneath me
I know you’re there, I know you hear me
I can find you anywhere

If all I had was one more song to sing
I would raise a noise to make the heavens ring
If all I had was one last chance
I’d take it, I would stake it all on you

If I could rise up high
And catch the glance of every eye
I would make them believe what I feel inside, ‘cause I

I know you’re there, I know you see me
You’re the air I breathe, you are the ground beneath me
I know you’re there, I know you hear me
I can find you anywhere

If I could live a thousand lives and bind the hands of time …
If I could rise up high and catch the glance of every eye …

I know you’re there, I know you see me
You’re the air I breathe, you are the ground beneath me
I know you’re there, I know you hear me
I can find you anywhere

I know you’re there x3
You’re there
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This song keeps ringing in my head. I know God i always there. (:
It's very comforting to know that.

The G12 conference has taught me a lot of things and most importantly I now understand how important the blood of Jesus is in our lives. It's the foundation of all our blessings and it's the reason why all the curses are reversed. He gave his life for us, by his strips He paid our ransom and by His wounds we drink salvation. He died so we can live.

Pastor Cesar's daughter, Sarah, preached and she made me realised that you will never be too young or too small to great things for God. She also made me realised that many times when we are in trouble or in a difficult situation, we always panicked and beg God to save us. But God doesn't want us to panic or beg Him for anything. He knows we are in trouble, He is always there for us, but He wants us to trust him. He wants us to trust that He will save us, He wants us to rest in Him. Rest in God no matter what happens and believe that miracles will happen.

Everyday, I will thank God one person or thing that is around me or in my life.

Day 1 - I thank God for the G12 conference. For the preachers and that God uses them to pass on His wisdom to us. I've learn so much and it's time for FCBC to step up. Give me the multitudes God.

Day 2 - I thank God for my friends and family. At the end of the day, it's our families we go home to, and it's our true friends that always stand by us in the storms.

Day 3 - I thank God for the people that help to sweep the roads and clear the public rubbish bin. Without them, Singapore will be as dirty as a dumping ground.

Day 4 - Today, I thank God for the music, the songs and the musicians that you have given us. God, I want to be able to play an instrument. I am not musically talented but I know you are, and with your help I can do anything. So, use me, help me.

One last thing, when Pastor Khong's son, Daniel preached, God spoke to me. I was going through a difficult time after I collected my Olevels result, it was not bad, but I couldn't get into a poly course I want. I kept asking God, why? Why can't I get into a course I want? Then through Daniel, I realised I made a mistake. I didn't ask God what He wants me to do. Does He wants me to go in JC or poly? I just made the decision on my own.

When I didn't line my decisions with God's plan and purpose for me, I lost sight of God. It affected me, in everyway. I was depressed for a period of time, though it was short, it was one of the most awful time of my life. So people, before you make any major decisions, consult God. Because He knows best.

Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you, not to harm you, plans to bring you hope and a future."

Deuteronomy 5:33
"Walk in all the way that the LORD your God has commanded you, so that you may live and prosper and prolong your days in the land that you will possess."

With that, I shall leave for lunch... :P God bless you!! (:

2008-12-27T16:12:00.002+08:00

i am so darn sleep. zzz. my house is so quite. nobody is at home and it's 4 on a saturday afternoon... did i also mention i have a splitting headache? l most probably is a margarine attack :/ you know what. i am am go for a nap. bye :)

2008-12-19T21:37:00.004+08:00

19 ways to maintain a healthy level of INSANITY. LOL

1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars.
2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.
3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that.
4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label it "In".
5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.
6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Drugs".
7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy".
8. dont use any punctuation
9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.

10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.
11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go".
12. Sing Along At The Opera.
13. Go To A Poetry Recital. And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme?
14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All Day.
15. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You're Not In The Mood.
16. Have Your Co-workers Address You By Your Wrestling Name, Rock Bottom.
17. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream "I Won! I Won!"
18. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the Parking lot, Yelling "Run For Your Lives! They're Loose!"
19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner, "Due To The Economy, We Are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go."

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found this online!! kinda lame but so darn funny!! every one of them sounds so freakin' cool to do. you can like seriously freak people out!! LOL. esp no. 18....

anyway, i got to go. did i mention i am so seriously hooked on "Criminal Minds" :)

Michelle OUT!

2008-12-14T23:50:00.002+08:00

i have been asking God what should i do when i graduate. should i like go into the tourism industry or like do something else. then today God gave me a hint... a clue. but then again i am not sure if it is God's clue for me or my like random thought. HMMMM.

anyway, we are preparing for the MY HOPE SINGAPORE, Matthew and Friends Party on the 20dec08. and praise God we got the function room at Bayshore Condo!! so, actually Jenny is suppose to do the decorations but she cannot make it in the end i take over. at first, i quite reluctant. i was thinking, "HUH. must do extra work arh..." but then Serene reminded me we are NOT doing this for us, we are having this party for God. If we are not 'enthu' about it, how can we inspire people to believe in God... so, like okay lor. i stared to have like different ideas in my mind. and i realise as i was brainstorming, i actually enjoyed (still enjoying) the process. i have like quite a few ideas but before i can do anything, i asked around for the budget and guess what. nobody reply me. (thanks guys!)

the thing is, i always wanted to do a job i enjoy. i don't want to have to dread to go to work, or find excuses to NOT go to work. then i realise, God gave me this chance to try out... like i always like to do a bit decorations here and there. have some random ideas now and then. not really like interior desiging la but, something like party planner or events planning. a part of me believes that it's God's will but the other part of me... well, just being me. not sure if it is.

God, if this is really you, give me a sign. show me a clue or a hint. i need to know. but whatever it is, i will do my best!! i kind of have this tiny dream that when i finsh decorating the place, people will like "WOW! next time my house have party also must like that!!" LOL. :P but yeah. i really want to do a good job and my cell members will help me too :) that's the good news. we can spend more time together :))

i got to go!! BYE!

2008-12-13T19:13:00.001+08:00

Serendipity. Look for something, find something else, and realize that what you've found is more suited to your needs than what you thought you were looking for." Lawrence Block

2008-12-08T12:58:00.002+08:00

i realised that i have not blog about the DG retreat... aka batam trip. :)

well, i had a lot of fun. but most importantly i bonded with my cell memeber. we didn't really do much but just... nua... HAHA. let me show you what we did for 3 days 2 nights....

Day 1
1. meet at 1pm at Habourfront
2. buy food for the ferry trip
3. get on board, eat, chat a bit and sleep
4. wake up, went up to the deck. took pictures :)
5. arrive at BATAM!!!
6. check in... continue to nua.
7. walk around the hotel and play a bit of games
8. went for dinner. wahaha..food
9. worship
10. SLEEP. zzz

Day 2
1. wake up and eat breakfast
2. worship and solitude.
3. lunch
4. cable ski :) (my sore armpits!! HAHA)
5. dinner and worship
6. sleep

Day 3
1. wake up and breakfast
2. worship
3. SPA!
4. home sweet home

yeah, so we basically nua for 3 days. HAHA. and it kind of feels like we have lived together before... maybe because of the camps. we are quite comfortable to be around each other almost all the time and know their habits... haha. i believe God has spoken to everyone during the retreat. it' s great retreat but i wish that it was longer.

but oh well... HAHA. got to go :)

2008-11-20T01:01:00.002+08:00

i should be sleeping. and i want to, or at least part of me. but here i am blogging at 1 am. i am waiting for my hair to dry and getting hooked on "Criminal Minds". it very captivating. instead of focusing in the crime like most police shows, they focus on the criminal. how he acts, why he acts this way and so forth. it's quite exciting really :) but somwhat scary... and i am watching it alone.. i know it's not some horror movies with ghouts but i am still scared. guess i am not that brave after all huh? HAHA. anyways, got to get back to my show.

2008-11-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

found this song. it's so sweet. erm, not the latest i think, but still nice :)

2008-11-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

昨夜星辰昨夜风，
画楼西畔桂堂东。
身无彩凤双飞翼，
心有灵犀一点通。
隔座送钩春酒暖，
分曹射覆蜡灯红。
嗟余听鼓应官去，
走马兰台类转蓬。
The entire poem was the last night stars yesterday the night wind, drew west the building bank Gui Tangdong. The body non-colour phoenix double flying wing, is of one mind. Separates the place to deliver the hook spring wine to be warm, divides Cao Shefu the candle to be red. Sigh Yu Tinggu should the official go, to walk the Malan Taiwan kind to drift about.

2008-11-02T12:00:00.002+08:00

i am dead inside..

2008-10-18T18:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO!! kind of cheer-y today. don't know why. HAHA. :D

anyway, just got home from chen lao shi's baby girl's full month celebration party :) her baby is so cute!! and her son has the nicest eyes ever!! :) can't wait for the pictures!!

i was watching "Evan Almighty" and i think God is trying to teach me something. "God" in the movie said something that made so much sense. i quote form the movie "when someone asks for patience, you think God gives him patience or God gives him the opportunity to be patient? when someone asks God for courage, you think God gives him courage or God gives him the opportunity to be courageous?" and it woke me up. all this time when you ask God for something you expect that the next morning you wake up it will be there. God is not giving us fish, He is giving us a fishing rod. He is teaching us something. well, we, humans being kind of narrow minded, we don't see the big picture. what we see is what we want but it is not what God wants for us something. so, i think and pastors have said it, God wants obedience. He knows what is the best for us so we need to trust Him. have faith. it may not make sense at that time but it will. i don't know how much i can put into practice but i am going to try. and i know God will always be around to help :) i guess i have been blinded for too long. i don't know if you believe in God but if you do, don't forget that He knows what is better for us more than anyone in the world.

i don't know how much of this is making sense to you but i hope at least a bit of it did. if not, just watch the movie. it's a good one anyway, i got to go :)

2008-10-08T23:09:00.002+08:00

HELLO!! :) been a long time since i last updated. well, been kind of busy and very lazy. LOL. but i am really busy. have been rushing for time to finish my projects. handed in the individual one alreay!! YAY! and two more to go!! i am not that worried about my visitor attractions project compared to the marketing one. that marketing one has so many points to cover :/ but i should be fine. *crosses my fingers* HAHA

but had a little break yesterday :) went out to catch a movie. HOUSE BUNNY!! nice one man! it's so bimbo but so cute and sweet at the same time. haha. i always wondered what would happen when models grow old.... *evil laughs* -.-" i'm weird. anyway, then went to SARAH'S house for dinner. she invited us to celebrate Hari Raya with them. no photos yet coz WENDY and CINDI have not send them to me :( remind myself to get pictures!!

alright, i got to go. wait for my hair to dry and zzzz. BYE and sweet dreams!

2008-09-21T18:10:00.003+08:00

well, nothing much to update. school's been alright, with all the projects and tests. i mean how good can it get. but i am making the very best of it. :) CHEERS!

yes, if you are wondering, i am still working at Perlini's Silver :) part time. earning some money. sad... i don't have loaded parents. EHH. even if i had loaded parents, i would have worked anway. some customers are still irriating the crap out of me but i am used to it! LOL. haha. we bitch about them anyway.

just got home from church and it seems that my cell is going to BATAM! YAY :D i have never been there before so i am quite excited. HAHA. mountain WU GUI. :P i am not sure if it's comfirmed yet but most likely 21-23 Nov. WEEKENDS!

yeah. actually there are other things that i would love to blog about but i am kind of lazy to continue typing. well, what's new right? :) anyway, i can't wait to see ASHLEY'S little baby princess!!

2008-08-31T11:34:00.003+08:00

I AM BACK!! after so long, i finally feel not so lazy to blog. LOL. this is going to be a short one though.

HAHA. anyways, went back to PL the other day. teachers' day is round the corner :) met up with so many teachers. chen lao shi is pregnant. giving birth in 2 week. and it's a baby girl :) she invited us to her house to see the baby after she gives birth :) YAY!!

PICTURE TIME!! but i forgot to take pics with the teachers! SILLY ME...

YAP. there is DIANE :) miss her loads!!

and that crazy girl wore the full sch u :X

we met wall-e and eve!! LOL

and see ya all soon!! :)

2008-08-08T11:05:00.002+08:00

did a little blog hopping, came across XIAOZHU's blog and i reliased what she said was right. i miss all my old friends. i thought i see them so darn much i would never miss them but i was wrong. i wonder if someone organise a class outing or reunion would anyone turn out? i dount it, everyone is so involved in their own life... work, classes and new friends...

anyway, it is a last day of my exam :x i just hope that i won't fail. i really don't want to re-take. HOW!!!!

2008-08-02T21:17:00.002+08:00

hello all :) been preparing for my exams and in 2 days time, i will be taking my exams. :x i studied and remembered everything i can. and will be continuing to do the revision but i am still worried. :(

there is something troubling me and i don't know what. for the whole week i felt so heavy and troubled. i don't know how to explain and i don't know how to get rid of it. it makes me feel so bad. like i feel guilty all the time and i don't know why... God help me please. take it all.

and lastly, i just hope that i will be able to pass my exams.

2008-07-25T17:07:00.002+08:00

as always, after every semester there will be exams. how sucky can that be!! why? why do people need exams?? everyone hates exams!! anyway, i am trying really hard to revise but i can't seem to find the motivation i need. i think i have bubbles in my head... :( i can't seem to concentrate on the books. every time i set my eyes on the books i get soooooo sleepy. and then i sleep. i wish i was a super hero with super powers like super brain and super memory!! no studying needed!! or maybe i could be like LIZ in HELLBOY and burn all the exams papers in the world! that would be so cool!! or maybe like PHOEBE in CHARMED..i can predict the future and so predict the questions. okay. i believe i am crazy. too much super hero movies. well, sadly i don't have powers... so back to the old-fashioned and painful method of writing notes and memorising.

as of now, i seriously think that working is much better that studying. at least once my shift is over my work is over. no such thing as exams, homework and revision. but then, it will be better in the future once i finish my course... *fingers cross*

lastly, I HATE EXAMS. who doesn't?

2008-07-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

well, i have nothing to do now. i am waiting for the ILLEGAL internet version of HELLBOY 2 to load. i am going to blog. yeah, it's illegal, i wanted to catch it in the cinemas but nobody wants to watch it with me. i have a sad life huh?

anyway, it is one of the most gruesome and disgusting day of my life. why? i stepped on a darn adult roach when i was at J8. walked out of the counter, did not see it coming at all and all i heard was a "i crushed my bones" kind of sound. took a few steps back and BANG. there it was, flattened, juices all out of its disgusting little body and may i say. legs and feelers still twitching. i was not shocked... horrified was the word. people that know me knows about my cockroach phobia. and there it was an adult roach had to walk in and get crushed by me. but i believe God wants to tell me something. it cannot be just a coincidence, please. why on earth would a roach walk out of its dark areas to a clean (floor was just mopped) and bright place? there must be something God is telling me. but i don't know what. God, please send me sign, coz sadly i am not smart enough to figure it out myself. and i really want to what is it that You want to tell me...

alrighty. enough creeping people out. i gotta get back to my movie :D

2008-07-13T11:48:00.003+08:00

have not being feeling well for the past few days. sore throat, cough, headache, flu and there is a probability of fever. tired and sick. sometimes i just don't want to go anywhere, be it to classes, work or church. i am just want to rest and have time to myself. it seems like i don't have a life. work, classes then work again then have my classes again. i just want one day with no classes, no work, no church sessions to attend. i just want one day where i can go catch a movie, eat A LOT and just enjoy myself. it's not that i am not enjoying myself when i am working. mostly i will be working with LINDA. always have a lot of fun with her. but i am tired. just need a break. but anyway, i am not going for church service today. i am going to rest and recover from my illness. :)

on a lighter note, i have this craving for sushi. not the ones that you can get over the counters but the ones that are freshly made. and japanese ice cream. they are just one of the very best and one of my many favourite!! and i also want to watch HELLBOY 2: THE GOLDEN ARMY. have been waiting for the release!! YAY! i am going to watch the movie by myself again la. what's new right? HAHA.

okay. i am go get me some rest. and i turned on the TV and guess what's on? "Sch**l Ho*se Roc**" :/ it's like (excuse my language) the worst imitation of "High School Musical". i am sorry. but it's cheesy and lame!! YUCKS!

2008-07-03T21:26:00.002+08:00

i received some letter from PL (my old sec. sch) that there will be some gradation event on the 27JULY08. i wasn't sure if i want to go but it seems that there are not a lot of my friends are going, so i guess i won't be going either. i don't want to go there and be some loner :x IRONY. i want to go but not alone. you know what i mean.

let's just say the first semester is coming to an end and i am actually quite pleased :) but stressed too. it means holidays are coming. it also means exams are near. but i like to look on the bright side :D i am coping well with the modules. but i seriously need to concentrate and finish my essay. get over and done with it. i also need to find time to do some revision, i don't want to fail and then retake the exam. that would be very bad! LOL. like people don't know...

as for work, it has been tiring but hey, i am supporting myself (somewhat). at least i am not taking money from mummy. it should lighten her load by hmm, 2grams? HAHA. anyway, working and studying at the same time is seriously no joke. but by faith, i will be able to do just fine, maybe even better!

okay, so back to the gradation event. should i go or not? it should not be so diffcult!! ARGH!!

2008-06-30T11:11:00.002+08:00

M - mischievous
I - intelligent :X
C - crazy
H - humorous
E - easy-going
L - lively
L - logical
E - energetic

LOL. i am just bored. HAHA. suppose to be finishing up my project but... i am just not motivated to anything. i just want to lie around and rot! :X i am so lazy!!!

2008-06-27T17:51:00.002+08:00

so, i was watching "Samantha Who?" and folding stars at the same time. i can MULTI-TASK!! HAHA.

firstly, "Samantha Who?". it's this series about a woman, Samantha who has lost her memory due to an accident. she tries ways and methods to get her memory back, both the process and the results and funny and touching :) at the end of the day, she always manages to learn something new, not necessarily about herself but about life. it's a great series, the actress, i am not sure of her name, is a talented actress!! she is super funny!! so, if you have not watch it, go watch it!! it's my new favourite comedy!! :D

and about folding stars. i learn something about that. it's the same with life. you start with the foundation. the thing about folding stars, is before you can start folding it, you have to make a knot. it is the most important step. if that knot is not well done, your star just won't... inflate? yeah something like that. :) it's more difficult, when you have to tie a knot with paper. so what i learn is the first step is always the most important. if i don't take the correct first step, it goes all downhill from there. you can try to re-do it but it's not going to easy, it's not going to be nice. your foundation is the most important part of your life, as it is with folding stars :) so to everyone who is reading my posts, i hope you guys make the correct first step with everything you do.

why am i folding stars? all i can say is, it's for the special day for the special people in my life whom i love and loves me for who i am :) and i realise that there happen to be a lot of them!! so, i need more stars and bottles :D

DINNER TIME!! oh, i skipped class today!! LOL. i make it sound as if i am proud of it!

2008-06-27T16:16:00.001+08:00

so, i am happy happy now :D HAHA. so my laptop is not spoilt!! take that daddy!! LOL.

2008-06-27T15:59:00.001+08:00

You Are Chopsticks

People see you as exotic, unusual, and even a bit intimidating.

You are a difficult person to figure out.

In truth, you try to live a very simple life.

But most people are too frenzied to recognize the beauty of your simplicity.

What Utensil Are You?

You Are a Strawberry Shake

You are a truly sweet person... but not too sweet.

You're a little too sassy and funky to be considered a sweetheart.

You love to flirt and tease. And people love the attention you give them.

You are a true extrovert, and you make new friends easily.

What Flavor Shake Are You?

What the House Test Says About You

You consider yourself important, but no more important than anyone else. You love attention, but you don't feel like you deserve more of it than anyone else.

You are a fairly community oriented person. You like to get to know your neighbors, but you also like your privacy. You get attached to neighborhoods and cities.

You are an eccentric and unusual person. You enjoy strange activities... Activities so strange, you should probably keep them to yourself.

You look good in a low maintenance sort of way. You do the minimum required to be attractive.

You find it hard to be enthusiastic about much. You are a picky person.

The House Test

What the Beach Test Says About You

You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert.

You fall in love with ease and confidence. Even if you've had bad experiences in the past, each new love is a reason to start completely over.

You are a deep and contemplative person. You are as passionate as everyone else, but your passion is not always apparent.

Your sense of humor is very physical. Your facial expressions or spot on imitations of people are hilarious.

The Beach Test

2008-06-26T00:13:00.002+08:00

you have no idea how pissed i am right now!! i am so darn pissed i can roar at a lion and still win!! my sucky laptop is having problems again! and my sucky dad, blames me for that. he says i crash the hard-drive/disk (whatever it is?!) and i have to sent it back for repair. WTH. it's like the second time this year!! what is wrong! i want a neat laptop NOW!! damn it! :( i am going to roar anytime!!!

2008-06-21T23:42:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAH. was brushing my teeth and then i looked into the mirror. i kind of forgot to brush my hair after i showered just now, so i now i a centre parting!!! i look so toot!! no pictures so don't bother to think that you kind laugh at me!! LOL.

have been resting. working lesser days :) people, working and studying at the same time is really tiring! so, i respect people who work full time and study at night!! (FULL RESPECT)

OH. just now God put this thought into my mind.
"I am never too busy for you." and i was shocked! i have been looking for excuses to not to read the bible and not to pray. i am too lazy and also looked for excuses to not make it all my fault. so put the blame on God, saying that He has so many people to look after. He won't have time for me. but when He told me He will never be too busy for me, i was shocked and ashamed. i am going to try harder to read the bible, pray to God and think about His words. but God i really need your help to remind me. i am a very lazy person and you know that. so i am going to make you this promise that i will try as hard as i can to be able to do all that you want me to do. You really have to help me okay.

GOOD NIGHT! :) lastly, like my new blogskin?? HAHA

2008-06-17T22:22:00.004+08:00

Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler (The Wedding Singer Soundtrack)
I Wanna Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler

LAME PART!!
Good afternoon everyone
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringin you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers would like to sing you a song
inspired by one of our coach passenger, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.

SWEET LIKE CHOCOLATE! :D
I wanna make you smile
Whenever you're sad
Carry you around
When your arthritis is bad

All I wanna do
Is grow old with you.

I'll get your medicine
When your tummy aches
Build you a fire
If the furnace breaks

Oh it could be so nice
Growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you,
I'll even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.

Oh I could be the man
Who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you,
I'll even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.

Oh I could be the man
Who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you.
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WAH!! that is like the sweetest song ever!! HAHA. wonder who is the genius that wrote the lyrics! great song for proposal!! LOL.

2008-06-15T15:30:00.003+08:00

i suddenly have this feeling? yeah, i want to travel out of the country!! not to sentosa, thank you very much. but to somewhere far, like i have have to travel there by plane kind of far. i always wanted to Hong Kong!! shopping, eating, shopping and eating. HAHA. not forgetting Disneyland!!! mickey mouse and Winnie the pooh wait for me!!! i will be there one day!! LOL. maybe August? (yeah right) i wish i could go there... but my mum will never allow me to go overseas alone. why not go with friends... you ask? sadly my friends are busy with their own lives and school. anyone wants to go Hong Kong with me? why bother asking? it's as good as asking if there is anyone who wants to go catch a movie with me. nobody would want to. :( so i guess i have to be more independent and do everything by myself! i am a LONER. lol.

here are some pictures of Hong Kong i checked out. i guess i can only look at the pictures for now. at least better than nothing la!

Hong Kong at night. somewhat like Singapore but i think nicer. LOL

my LOVE!!

Cinderella's carousel. when will there be a Michelle's carousel? DREAM BIG!

this pooh bear looks kind of weird. but i still love you pooh!!

cable cars!! HEHE. i like!!

it's so grand makes me wanna ROAR! O_o

God, if i can't go to Hong Kong anytime soon, please at least let me dream of it at night. AMEN.

note to self: SAVE MONEY for degree course, Hong Kong Trip (includes shopping, eating and accommodation) and new camera. yeah, i will never make it to Hong Kong. anyone wants to sponsor?

updated note to self: STOP DAYDREAMING!!

2008-06-13T14:16:00.006+08:00

pictures time!! took quite a few ith DIANE. we like to zi-lian... LOL. so, if you are not interested in looking at us please DO NOT scroll down!
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TOO LATE!! :P

DIANE enjoys flooding my camera with her! poor camera :( HAHA

US!

so how i look sleepy. okay. it's beacuse i am!

my all-time favourite tee!! i love it!! should wear this when i go collect my pay. HAHA

fun fun fun!! LOL. i am crazy!! got to run!

2008-06-13T10:58:00.002+08:00

i am SUPPOSE to meet DIANE at 11am to collect my olevel cert and head for lunch, but i am still at home. YES. i am still at home at 10.59am!! HAHA. she msged me saying that she will be late and so when she leaves her house i will leave mine :) YAYNESS!!! i can't wait to see that girl!! miss her to the max please!! miss times where i irriate her shit out!! LOL. she does that to me too you know, so, i am so not that bad guy around. LOL. i am really hungry now!! what should we eat later?? fish and co date or thai express date? can i have both?

LOL. i got to go!! see ya!!!

2008-06-08T22:58:00.003+08:00

just came home from church camp. super sleepy now. will upload photos as soon as i get them from other people. :)

night night!

okay anyway, i got one but not from camp la. it was taken when i went to collect my key for opening J8 tomorrow.

with JENNIFER (aka mother) :P

*the bottom left right corner is lau lau's finger :X*
JENNIFER!! stop making me work so many days!!! tired leh! HAHA. it's just me ranting :/

okay really good night now. i love my bed :)

2008-06-06T00:06:00.002+08:00

i really envy people that has friends that remembers their birthday and celebrates their birthday. was watching this show and it's one of the characters birthday. the whole family and her friends celebrated for her, birthday song and everything people do and have on their birthday. when was the last time i actually heard someone singing me a birthday song? i can't recall...

on another note, tomorrow is the church camp, today actually seeing that it has already past 12midnight. thinking of a day to get to PL from work as quickly as possible.

WORK--> HOME --> PL --> HOME --> WORK --> HOME --> PL --> CHURCH

looking at that, it seems that i have to spend a lot of money and time on transport. HAIX

2008-06-04T23:26:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHELLE!! sorry, i am a little late :)
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAU LAU!! i am not late!! HAHAs.

i got to tell you, i am so hooked on "Cashmere Mafia"! i just love that show. some people said it's somewhat an imitation of "Sex and the City"? but i wouldn't know. why? that's because when i watched something else other than cartoons, that show had ended already. :/ and it seems that there is NO season 2!! WTH!! anyways, it's a nice show. i love the closeness of the 4 BFFs. i love the storyline, it's short and sweet, unlike some shows that are really draggy. it's about 4 power women who hold position like COO (in case you don't know it's Chief Operating Officer) and VP ect. of different companies juggling between work and personal life. i like it :)

(from left to right... what else?)
Zoe Burden (by Frances O'Connor), Mia Mason (by Lucy Liu), Caitlin Dowd (by Bonnie Somerville) and Juliet Draper (by Miranda Otto). i think they are hot. not in a lesbian way, but they have the looks and the features and almost everything! :)

anyway. it's late. i got to get up early tomorrow, so see ya around :))

2008-06-01T22:21:00.005+08:00

so, it has been a good week. not perfect (whose week is perfect anyway?) but still good :) guess my last post was so discouraged because i am stressing myself. and i also have to thank God. i know people don't believe but i do. it has been a good week because of God. :) just finish my presentation, not as bad as i was expecting. in fact it wasn't bad at all! it was all me being nervous. i almost chickened out! i wanted to delay for one more week, but God spoke to me, and told me to get over and done with (not in exact words). i obeyed and it went well. i have no idea what i was scared about. even the lecturer said my class presentation was not bad. he is happy with our presentation. :D so for all that have to present, don't worry :) just take it that you are talking to chocolate teddies! LOL.

on the other hand, i am tired. burned out. on the verge of skipping work, classes and everything other that staying in bed. working 5days a week and including classes was tiring enough, not mentioning projects, tests and household chores. this week, i will be working 6days, monday to saturday. all morning shift and have to rush to PL for my church's cluster camp on saturday. God please give me your strength so i can go on. AMEN. no, i am not crazy working 6days a week. i am NOT. it's just that JENNIFER (aka mother, i get the memo why they call her that) says that she is really shorthanded and so i agreed to help, at the same time earn more money. shouldn't have agreed, i am beginning to feel that every muscle is tensed and aching, and every single bone is crushing. okay, may be a little dramatic but i need a break, before i am broken. the bright side is that most days i will be working with LINDA. i enjoy her company. hope she feels the same way about mine:) and it's at PS, really near my home and PL. so i have to thank God for that. one last thing, i may have to do OT on wednesday and saturday. i seriously hope not! please nobody go on MC that 2days please. thank you.

though it's still early, i have to sleep. i have an early morning tomorrow and a long long day and week. so dearest all, pray for me, wish me luck and good night, every night! :) LOVES.

"If you want to know why you were placed on this planet, you MUST begin with God. You were born by His purpose, for His purpose. " Apostle Lawrence Khong

2008-05-27T21:35:00.002+08:00

I WANT A DS LITE IN RED!! I WANT AN I-POD NANO VIDEO IN GREEN!! I WANT NEW BAGS!! I NEED MONEY!!! haha. that's just me ranting :) i guess it's the GSS that has got me all excited because people that know me knows that i am not very interested in shopping. i rather spend my time sleeping than shopping. but i really want new stuff. the ONLY (major) problem, is that i have NO MONEY!! i would have to live on water and air ONLY if i get all that stuff. :X why anything am i not some kids with super loaded parents? hmm, guess it's just not my luck.

on the other hand, school is boring! since when has it not been? but this is the worst!!! i have presentations and projects! i hate it! i don't feel a least bit motivated to do anything related to that course!!! SHIT. even when i know answers can be taken all from that expensive-ass textbook i have but i just don't want to do it! i drag myself to class, try to keep my ears and eyes open, stop myself from skipping class just because it is an expensive course! it's something my parents want me to do. i don't want to it. i want to obey my parents but on the other hand i don't want to do something i am not interested. i used to be interested (before olevels started) but then later i realised that it is not something i really want. but i have no idea what so ever what i want. God, please help me.

2008-05-24T00:12:00.003+08:00

WAH! super mega freaking tiredness please!! it's killing me!! and the typical question is "then SLEEP la!" hey! if i could i would be sleeping like some pig and already in dreamland okay! i am in serious pain, it's THE time of the month. freak shit! i hate it la. i sometimes get these cramps but not that serious but now it's becoming bad to worse. i can't sleep coz it's too painful and last night i think i fainted (sort of) and got a 2 hour nap at the same time. hope that i will be able to sleep well tonight and not like faint then sleep... if this goes on, i will either die of pain or tiredness.

but anyway, thank you STELLY for the milo you bought for me. did help a little in easing the pain. thanks a lot :) and like today PS having some midnight sale but it's not that crowded la. m)phosis (spelling?) is the only shop that is like super packed. coz it's 50%-70% store wide sale. but i didn't get anything i want coz it's so darn crowded that i was so being pushed from side to side. SAINZ. i just quickly get out of that tuna can? yeah. anyway, scared SALLY again la. like what's new right? HAHA.

okay, not that painful. i am going to TRY to sleep. TAKE CARE :))

2008-05-21T17:18:00.003+08:00

super sleepy!! -o- but can't have my nap coz i have to prepare to go for my class liao!! SO SIANX!! why my life so bitter?!? (direct translation from chinese: wei she me wo de ming zhe me ku...) -.-'',pardon my lame-ness but it happens when i am sleepy. from small eyes o_o --> tired eyes -o- --> soon, no eyes x_x.

hmm, maybe i can like take a 1/2 hour nap? erm, better don't i won't be able to wake up. better do something that will keep me awake :)

2008-05-18T01:07:00.003+08:00

i ALMOST died of hunger!!! my goodness! i am going to be as fat as a pig! but pigs are suppose to be fat so i believe it's a compliment! :P HAHA.

okay, so school sucks! it's boring but since when it's not? LOL. i forgot how much i detest projects, presentations and essays until i went back to school :X
PROJECTS for this semester
1. group project and presentation - Business Communications
2. individual essay and presentation - Intro to Tourism and Travel
3. group project and presentation - Economics

it's a 2000 words essay (about 6 pages) how the hell am i going to write it? i can barely meet a 2 page requirement and now 6 pages! what's worse? it's an individual presentation. KILL ME. have not got the topics for the project for Economics but i don't really want it lor! i HATE presentations!! i can't do it! SUCKS! i can talk a bunch of nonsense NON-STOP! but i cannot talk about serious stuff in front of the whole world! :X please kill me. i will love you :/

anyway, had lots of fun with SALLY (as usual). it's not working session, it's a "time to talk shit and go crazy" session. :P see and i still get paid for that! how smart am i huh? -.-'' purposely waited for her to squat down and drink water, stand behind her and scare her AGAIN! this time she was so shock her shivered? sort of la. whatever! HAHA. i just enjoy scaring her please! :P but what sucks, is that thanks to the BLUR-NESS ingrained in me, i under-charged a customer 6 bucks and i had to pay for it! i have to like stand for 1 extra hour to earn back that money :/ i am the QUEEN of all BLURS in world!! believe me i am! but then again, at least i am a queen x_x

LOL. it's late. good night :D

2008-05-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

i believe it's nature's way of telling me to SHUT UP!! by giving me a bad sore throat! :( no more chocolates! but seriously, you think i really care? NAH! of course not la ...the chocolate part only la. i won't stop eating chocolates one please! chocolate is my drug! how do you expect me to function normally without it huh? i will go into cold turkey! xP

anyways, i been doing part time at the PS outlet for the past few days, my goodness! that place is so boring!!!!!! my partner, LINDA will only come in at 1.30PM so after MICH NG/JENNIFER (aka mother)/SALLY does opening for me, they will leave at about 11AM? so i will have to entertain myself by talking to the stationaries!! coz sometimes, actually most of the time, there will be no customers until around 12+(if i am lucky) if not no customers at all! how boring can it get?? i can like grow fungus or become moldy there please! SIANX. oh, thanks LINDA for that chocolate blended drink! NICE! i like :D that's so sweet of you :))

alright, got to go. will be on morning shift at PS again... see ya:D

2008-05-13T19:25:00.006+08:00

hehe. show you my birthday cake ^_^ i bought for myself! :))

this is MANGO!! :D

this is RASPBERRY!! ^o^

this is CHEESE!! :P

all three together!! nice right? HAHA.

2008-05-12T20:59:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD :) i am a wee bit sleepy now and it's only 9pm!! i have to admit and declare myself the WORLD'S NUMBER ONE SLEEPY QUEEN (at least i am a queen :P)! HAHA. tomorrow i as free as a bird! not working, no lessons!! think i wanna watch a movie :) been sometime since i last watched one... hmm. "Made of honor", " Over her dead body" or "Forbidden Kingdom"? i was thinking ...watch all!! movie marathon by myself!! :D yeah, after which i will be cold and broke!! -.- LOL. though i can do all these things alone, i still wish there is someone to accompany me, but i guess... i should stop thinking of such things right?

anyway, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME!! i wish me to be happy always!! :) thank you God, for all these years :D

2008-05-11T13:33:00.002+08:00

it's my birthday tomorrow, but i can't feel any joy... don't know why but i can't help to think that there won't be anyone to celebrate my 18th birthday. :( i will be working tomorrow then prepare for my project. maybe i will buy myself a present and a cake after my "project session". yap, that's what i do every year anyway.

on the bright side, things have been going great :D i am trying to be more independent, earning my own allowance by working part time. hope my pay comes in soon!! my course has just started but already have projects to do, not to worry i am coping well for now. made some new friends as well :) i really have to thank God for all these. didn't go for service today coz i had to prepare some stuff for my business communications project. i will be able to make for the next service :)

i miss my class to the max!!! HAHA. wonder when will we have the time to meet up again? we are all so busy with school, projects and work... but i know they are doing quite well, they ARE my friends after all!! HAHA :DD if you guys are reading, i miss you a lot!!!! take care kay? :)

lastly, happy birthday to me :)

it's okay if i have no one to celebrate with me, i will celebrate my birthday myself! who needs people to make me happy? modern, independent girl like me can depend on herself!! :DD

2008-05-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

been some time since i been in this space. kind of miss you, blog :) HAHA. i am tired but not too tired to blog :P

well, third day of class. it was not bad la. thank God!! made some new friends, actually most of my classmates are working adults. but they are all very friendly:) and guess what. it's only the third day and i have 3 projects on my hand already!! one each for every module. KILL ME!!! but thank God again, it's due only on the 10th lesson:) 2 group work and 1 individual work. business communication is the more difficult one for me coz it's not really based on logic. introduction to tourism and travel, and economics are easier coz they are mainly based on logic and common sense. but i hope it would be like that for all the 10 lessons please.

will be doing afternoon shift at NAC tomorrow, with CHAN i think. :) FAB! but SAD coz the aircon darn cold please. what's up with them? i hope i won't freeze... haha.

alright, time for me to get back to my shows!! i miss them loads!! HAHA. bye :D oh! lastly, i love "4 minutes"! tick-tock!

2008-04-30T09:54:00.002+08:00

wah. don't know why so EMO last night. haha. but i really so darn sian i have to spend my birthday alone again!! i don't want!!!! HOW??? anyone one want to accompany me? i doubt there will be anyone la. i should just forget about the whole thing eh? yap. maybe i will work on that day and then go for lessons...

on a different note, today will be my last day as a full timer at PERLINI'S. mixed emotions like mixed vegetables :/ happy that i finally get to rest and go to church on a regular basis. i miss my church babes to the max! but on the other hand, kind of sad? maybe, coz i will miss them.but i guess i will be able to see them around since i will be working as part time.

okay, i got to now :)

2008-04-29T23:44:00.003+08:00

my birthday is nearing and i am totally dreading it. it's not that i am feeling old but that day just makes me sad. it's my special day, my day. but i have to spend that day alone. although i say it's okay that nobody remembers or celebrates my birthday, i still secretly wish/hope that someone will celebrate with me. i can't even find someone to watch a movie with me. what makes me think that there will be someone who will celebrate with me? the only celebration i can remember is my 16th birthday. though it was a belated one, it the sweetest. coz they remembered, took the time to plan and spend the day with me. as for this year, we are all in different schools, i doubt they can remember it coz everyone is so busy. but why should i spend that day alone? why should i buy my own birthday cake? why should i blow out the candle alone? why should i have nobody to sing me a birthday song? why should i buy my own present? why should i comfort myself every year thinking that there will be someone around next year? maybe one day, if i am lucky, there will be people to celebrate with me. or maybe one day, i will forget that i have a birthday. just maybe.

2008-04-27T00:44:00.019+08:00

i actually super sleepy now. i don't think i have any eyes now. i believe i look like this -.-. HAHA. waiting for my hair to dry lor.... anyway, just got home from MEIYI's birthday party. she really looks like a princess esp with the tiara ^_^ but i didn't stay for long. rushed over after closing. reach there almost 10pm already. hang around for a while, ate, chit chat and took pictures (of course! :D) had fun though we didn't stay there for long la. :)) left at 11.45pm? yeah.

now, it's the time to let the pictures do the talking :))

that's MEIYI :) birthday PRINCESS!!! :))

that's me with FABRINA(spelling?) and JOEY:))

this is JANICE :))

birthday girl :D

SHU JUAN :))

nice nice VERON :DD

KELVIN thinks he is handsome... :X haha.

VERON and KELVIN

as you can see... they are having fun :P

act cool... :/

VERON and GABY. :)) the three "musketeers" of Tampines Mall :B

that's nice STELLY and me:))
lastly...

it's just me!! must zi-lian a while what...

alright!! my hair is dry now!!! HAHA. time to sleep :))
HAPPY 2_ BIRTHDAY MEIYI!!!
age is sensitive and secretive :P

2008-04-26T01:05:00.004+08:00

took videos of SALLY's reaction to GABY's and my present for her birthday. i filmed it the wrong way so people, please tilt your head to one side. :P thanks
first is GABY's.
GABY says she like taking some Oscars award. " thank you... thank you.." :P
then is mine :)

VERON says she very professional. show the camera all the item the right way.. HAHA.

anyway, glad she liked the presents :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALLY!! :DD

2008-04-24T23:11:00.002+08:00

here's a joke staring me (of course la! who else? :P) and the doctor when i was at the clinic yesterday.

DOC: i will give you some eye drops. drop one drop every hour.
ME: huh? then when i sleeping have to wake up every hour to use the eye drop arh?!?!
DOC: *laughs* that's is for you when you are awake!!! silly girl!
ME: *malu...* okay...

so, that's is the crazy and not using my brain me! how can i actually think that i need to use it when i am sleeping? i guess i must have left my brain at home lor!!

anyway, not much happen today. but have to leave my house early so i can get to Bugis to pass SALLY's her birthday present from GABY and me :) hopes she likes it :X so i have to get from Hougang to Bugis then to Tampines for my 1230 shift. which means i have to reach Bugis by 1100 leave latest by 1200. i think i better leave at 1145 or so to prevent myself from being late. yeah, i better...

alright, now i got to go! be back soon. :) LOVES

2008-04-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

super duper sleepy now, so this will be a quickie :)

went to the doctor's this morning. no worries just some problems with my eye. eye-inflammation and super itchy please!! was alright the night before but when i woke up this morning it was swelling like some goldfish eyes and this was teary and just bad la. but then doc sim is good as usual used some of the eye drops he gave and it reduce the swelling lor. but i am on medication. but it's getting better :)

okay i really need my beauty sleep. night night ^_^

2008-04-22T00:20:00.003+08:00

that's the food crazy HANNING :P that's the picture as promised. actually i have more but we all look kind of weird so... that's the only one.

spent my whole day at home like a pig. eat and sleep and then wake up and eat then i am going to bed soon :P MUMMY made fish soup and DADDY bought ice-cream :) HAHA. ate a lot but what's new right? when am i not eating?... when i am sleeping. LOL.

okay, i should stop crapping and sleep soon. but i can't coz i think i slept too much in the afternoon. i guess i should try sleeping 20hours a day after i stop working. and spent the 4hours eating!! HAHA. okay i better i get going... :)

lastly, this is for dear SALLY

... SALLY, if you are reading please don't kill me :/

2008-04-20T23:14:00.002+08:00

feeling a little broke now... so many people april birthday. mine will be in may which means i will be officially 18 soon. i feel so old! :/ haha.

school have not started for me so there is nothing much to talk about other than i am feeling kind of "having butterflies in my stomach". new environment, new people, new things that i have NEVER learn! the only thing that is comforting me is that i know that God will always be around. i can count on Him :)

and work... as tiring as it can get, i will really miss going to work everyday. miss seeing my crazy and fun colleagues everyday. i really have to thank God for them. all of them. they are just a great bunch of people to be with! i am always laughing when i am with them. will miss bitching about crappy customers. :P alright, enough about work but i guess there is nothing much i can talk about other then work.

on a different and random note, many people having been asking me if i have a boyfriend or any crushes... i think back, none. am i weird? i mean i am normal, in the sense that i am not gay but since i am out of school and mixing with guys shouldn't i have someone i like? and then again i realised i don't even know how i want my future boyfriend to look, to have what sort of character... ect. i can't even be bothered to think about that. all that is on my mind now is work and studies. maybe i am a workaholic... LOL. but then again, it doesn't matter if i have a boyfriend or not because i guess for now, friendship is all need. and i guess all it would ever want. :)

enough of my random-ness. better stop now before i can't. i got to go. till next time :) lastly i miss my class :)

2008-04-11T23:43:00.006+08:00

my off day was filled with activities or rather FOOD!! WAHAHAHA.

went out with MUMMY in the afternoon for lunch at fish and co! the fish damn is fresh please!
*the L-O-V-E outside FISH AND CO glass house!*
I LOVE!! and then we went to my private school to pay for my course. and then we went for Japaneses ice cream!! YUM YUM! :DD

*ICE CREAM!! GREEN TEA ICE CREAM! :)))*

*my half finished cappuccino*
then i went to Ngee Ann at 4+PM to wait for HANNING... i am meeting her at 7PM but since i am out with my mum going home at 4+ is kind of stupid! so... yeah. walking around for sometime la. then saw nice SALLY and as usual she bought me food!! Famous Amos cookies!!! WAHAHA. i love cookies but i was kind of paiseh coz it's expensive! 100g for $5! but then SALLY is a RM so her pay is... HAHA. anyway, dinner with HANNING was good. i mean the food, the company is... HAHA. she is a nice and funny person. DIN TAI FUNG's xiao long bao is of course wonderful!! we also had ice cream at SWENSENS!! haha! super nice! and part of our conversation...
HANNING: i tell you arh, one of my friend as me horse baby call what huh? then i answer " horse-let?"
ME: HAHA. why? coz pig baby is call pigglet?!?!
HANNING: YES!
ME: -.-''
HANNING: you don't thing very cute meh? then i found out owl baby is owlet... cute leh. eh you how old huh?
ME: i am born in 1990. i am a HORSE-LET!
HANNING: HAHA. fast learner!!
ME: are you going to name your future daughter Hanning-let?
HANNING: NING-LET!! CUTE! good idea!
ME: OMG!! don't do that! your daughter will hate you and me for life!
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so, as you can see we had lots of fun together! laugh a lot! :DD okay, i am tired :)) see you soon! will upload more pics soon! :))

2008-04-07T23:22:00.002+08:00

It's 2 o'clock in the morning
And I'm waking up
Reaching out to cover you...
And then it all comes back
I see your keys on the dresser
And they're exactly where you left them
On the day that you walked out of my life

Who's Gonna Love You Now?
Who's Gonna Be the One to catch you falling
When Your World comes crashing down like I do?
Who's Gonna Hold You Down?
Who's Gonna See Your Heart Beyond Your Faults
When you can't admit your wrong?

When trouble comes to find you
Will she stay and walk with you?
Tolerate all your excuses
And keep on loving you?
Does she swing with your moods?
Does she know how you like your food?
Does she laugh at your stupid jokes?
Especially the one that I hate the most.

Who's gonna pick up your mess?
That you always seem to leave behind you
And make sense of your loose ends...
Cos ain't nobody gonna do what I do for you...

Who's Gonna Love You Now?
Who's Gonna Be the One to catch you falling
When Your World comes crashing down like I do?
Who's Gonna Hold You Down?
Who's Gonna See Your Heart Beyond Your Faults
When you can't admit your wrong?

Now it's time to close the curtains
I guess I can assume that you're not coming back here
So i won't wait up for you

Didn't I swing with your mood?
Didn't I know how you like your food?
Didn't I laugh at your stupid jokes?
How could have been the one but you'll never know

Who's gonna pick up your mess?
That you always seem to leave behind you
And make sense of your loose ends...
Cos ain't nobody gonna love you like I do

Who's Gonna Love You Now?
Who's Gonna Be the One to catch you falling
When Your World comes crashing down like I do?
Who's Gonna Hold You Down?
Who's Gonna See Your Heart Beyond Your Faults
When you can't admit your wrong?

When you can't admit your wrong?
And all your friends are gone
Who's gonna love love like I... like I do?

No matter what I do
No matter what I do
I'm holding my pillow tight
Who's gonna love you like I do?

Remember that your purpose that you unify
Don't forget to love each other while we have the time
Remember... remember love
Like I do...
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sad song eh? but it's nice, i like her voice.... :)

FINALLY!! my long awaited off day have arrived!! was so tired after the sale. guess what time i left the shop on the last day of sale? 12AM!!! was dead beat please! and i had to wait for like 23529875065709YEARS to my off day... but it's worth the wait.

will be going out with MUMMY in the afternoon, for i don't know what. she just wants to go out and wants me go tag along!! how dominating!! HAHA. and i will be meeting HANNING for dinner at DIN TAI FUNG!! love the xiao long baos!! had cravings for it since few weeks back! and then ice cream for desserts!! loves! i can't wait! FOOD :P *drools* LOL.

so, i am going to get some rest soon. TAKE CARE and SE YA!!

2008-04-05T10:12:00.002+08:00

this is going to be a LONG and nonsensical post. so if you can't stand me being nag-gy and lame, don't read. but i think it's kind of funny? i don't know!

I AM SO TIRED!!! haha. all because of the annual sale la! YES. perlini's is having their annual sale, a freaking 20%-70% STOREWIDE people!! okay, la. it wasn't as bad as how they have SCARED me with but it was still crazy when the crowd decides to come in ALTOGETHER!! why? in the morning it was like normal days... nobody then when the crowd comes. they have to come in altogether!! what's with them? HAHA. let me show you the craziness when the crowd comes in.

customer 1: can you let me see that?
ME: yes. sure. *smiles*
customer 2: can i see that too?
ME: yeah. okay. *smiles*
customer 1: can i see that one and get me a new piece for this.
ME: okay. *trying to run off to get THE new piece*
customer 2: *pulls me* i want new one for this can. and that one can take out for me to see?
ME: okay, can. *still trying to run off, smiles begins to harden*
customer 3: can take that one for me to see? i also want new piece for this one *in her hand*
ME: okay can! *still trying to run off, smiles hardening some more* (thinking) how in the world to get new piece when you people don't let me go out? and i am suffocating lor! i don't happen to be tall leh. air here is not that good...
customer 4: can you recommend me anything for my wife? i want like one set with bracelet, earrings and necklace.
ME: *still stuck inside the crowd* erm... necklaces are over there *points*and...
customer 1: can i get this one new piece? and put this back and take that one out can?
ME: can. *smiles*
i shan't finish the whole thing but you roughly know what is going on la right? my other colleagues are also in the same situation so, yeah.

then, when all the customers are gone.... nobody come in lor! so we are free to do our own things. which is a lot! then when we finish what we are supposed to do, we are so bored. i kept yawning la!! HAHA. i am hard to please right? :P so, today is the 3rd day of the sale, so, i hope there will be a lot of people. time passes faster like that right? HAHA. then i will complain again.

on a separate note, LORNA (OM) came down to visit (check on) us yesterday. the funny thing is, i am kind of scared of her... HAHA. don't get me wrong she is nice but just this unknown fear you know. JOEY PEH (one of the new girl) also told me she scared to her lor! HAHA. it's just this new girl thing la! HAHA. before she left, GABY (TALL GUY), SHIYING (MED HEIGHT) and ME (UNTALL, NOT SHORT HOR!) were standing in a row. something like that "I i ."

LORNA: eh, your like DO, RAE, MI leh.
SHIYING: eh, i not that short okay!
ME: i am DO, i am DO. she not talking about you!
all burst out laughing... >_<

alright, enough of work. being almost 5months since i last when back to school as a student. kind of miss it. not that i miss the studying and homework, but the company. my friends and teachers. miss those times where we laugh so loud that teachers have to shut us up and when we make fun of them wonder what are they doing right now?...

okay. i better stop here before i go into my LONG grandmother stories of my school days. BYE peeple! see you soon!! TAKE CARE!! :)

2008-04-01T11:03:00.005+08:00

为什么你能笑得如此张狂
彷佛所有快乐都被你绑架
为什么你的话题全都是她
我就是不满意你审美的眼光

爱只有甜美会弹性疲乏
你却还不懂挣扎

每次你顺路经过我旁边
背影那么嚣张
好想狠狠地踹你一下
让你回头张望
我能允许你多try几趟
恋爱的对象
才会发现我好
才会懂得我好

朋友都说我和你调性不搭
就像德国雨爱上加州阳光
但我偏偏不相信这种说法
因为整个城市正流行的拼装

爱可以超乎你所有想象
我不怕风险太大

每次你顺路经过我旁边
背影那么嚣张
好想狠狠地踹你一下
让你回头张望
我能允许你多try几趟
恋爱的对象
才会发现我好
才会懂得我好
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HEY HEY. just woke up from my long slumber since last night. today is my off day again. it was changed due to ________ (i can't revel it still...) anyway, i have to do OT for 3days but most probably i will have to do OT for 4days. i am going to be so tired... and pissed off? yeah, maybe.

anyway, i still feel kind of (-o-) even after my long slumber. i feel like a bear who just woke up from his hibernation. so, i am kind of grumpy now, i guess. and craving for FISH N CO's fish and chips with cheese!! a hungry bear is an angry bear! erm, girl i mean. HAHA. i am crazy. maybe i should go get it myself? too bad everyone is not free. anyone else wants to accompany me?................ *10 MINS LATER* okay. i take that as a no. HUH. i have to eat alone again? HAIX. then maybe some other time lor.

okay. i HAVE to go look for food now. so, BYE! and before i forget.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JENNY!

off day update!

2008-03-27T20:30:00.003+08:00

WAH. today my off day but went to the office for staff meeting. meeting at 9am, office near bugis. so, i have to wake up EARLY in the morning. my alarm rang at 0645h so i can press the snooze button like 94735413471985719560934 times! i think it's faulty now. HAHA. the meeting is about __________(fill in the blank). sorry, i can't revel anything... :/

but HENG! today off, so after the meeting ended i can quickly rush home and sleep. *zzz* haha. but poor RMs (STELLY, SALLY), ARMs (MICH. NG, JENNIFER) and all the supervisors have to stay back for seniors meeting, heard it was a LONG one. and all the rest that have to work, esp those who work afternoon shift, 1230 then start work.. poor things :0 guess what time general meeting ended... around 0945 la! but never mind! i help you guys sleep to your fill! HAHA. :D

on a separate note, i had a lot for dinner just now! YUM! mummy bought fish soup with rice and prawn noddles :) daddy bought satay! my favourite! HAHA. *burp* okay, i am going to look for my love, CHOCOLATES!!

see you soon :)

2008-03-24T23:09:00.003+08:00

Sanctification Week. it was held for 3days but i only made it for one day coz of work. went on the first day, thursday (my off day). at first i hope we would be able to sit on chairs but then my cell wanted to sit on the floor. i thought it was a bad idea coz there is nothing for the lazy back of mine to lean against. but then, it's not such a bad thing after all.

anyway, i really felt the Lord's presence. it was so strong. Pastor Kong told us to remove our veil and not pretend to be anyone. it was a good crying session for me. well, i knelt on the floor more than i sat. only then, i realised that i have so many different sides of me i have to show to different people. so many masks i have to wear. only then i realised that the Lord loves me for who i am not the masks i wear everyday. i don't have to be perfect because i am not. i don't have to strive to be perfect because it's impossible, i just have to be ME. a better me, better then yesterday. that's all. so easy :D HAHA.

i will be victorious in the Lord. there is some competition going on at my workplace. i am already the first few from what i was told, so i hope i can be the first. but i leave everything in God's hands. :)

Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

2008-03-22T23:54:00.001+08:00

Isaiah 65:24 - 'Before they call, I will answer'

This story was written by a doctor who worked in South Africa .

One night I had worked hard to help a mother in the labor ward; but in
spite of all we could do, she died leaving us with a tiny premature
baby and a crying two-year-old daughter. We would have difficulty
keeping the baby alive, as we had no incubator (we had no electricity
to run an incubator).

We also had no special feeding facilities. Although we lived on the
equator, nights were often chilly with treacherous drafts. One student
midwife went for the box we had for such babies and the cotton wool
that the baby would be wrapped in.

Another went to stoke up the fire and fill a hot water bottle. She
came back shortly in distress to tell me that in filling the bottle,
it had burst (rubber perishes easily in tropical climates). 'And it is
our last hot water bottle!' she exclaimed. As in the West, it is no
good crying over spilled milk so in Central Africa it might be
considered no
good crying over burst water bottles. They do not grow on trees, and
there are no drugstores down forest pathways.

'All right,' I said, 'put the baby as near the fire as you safely can,
and sleep between the baby and the door to keep it free from drafts.
Your job is to keep the baby warm.'

The following noon, as I did most days, I went to have prayers with
any of the orphanage children who chose to gather with me. I gave the
youngsters various suggestions of things to pray about and told them
about the tiny baby. I explained our problem about keeping the baby
warm enough, mentioning the hot water bottle, and that the baby could
so easily die if it got chills. I also told them of the two-year-old
sister, crying because her mother had died.

During prayer time, one ten-year old girl, Ruth, prayed with the usual
blunt conciseness of our African children. 'Please, God' she prayed,
'send us a water bottle. It'll be no good tomorrow, God, as the baby
will be dead, so please send it this afternoon.' While I gasped
inwardly at the audacity of the prayer, she added, 'And while You are
about it, would You please send a dolly for the little girl so she'll
know You really love her?'

As often with children's prayers, I was put on the spot. Could I
honestly say, 'Amen'? I just did not believe that God could do this.
Oh, yes, I know that He can do everything, the Bible says so. But
there are limits, aren't there? The only way God could answer this
particular prayer would be by sending me a parcel from homeland. I had
been in Africa for almost four years at that time, and I had never,
ever received a parcel from home.
Anyway, if anyone did send me a parcel, who would put in a hot water
bottle? I lived on the equator! Halfway through the afternoon, while I
was teaching in the nurses' training school, a message was sent that
there was a car at my front door.

By the time I reached home, the car had gone, but there, on the
veranda, was a large twenty-two pound parcel. I felt tears pricking my
eyes. I could not open the parcel alone, so I sent for the orphanage
children. Together we pulled off the string, carefully undoing each
knot. We folded the paper, taking care not to tear it unduly.
Excitement was mounting. Some thirty or forty pairs of eyes were
focused on the large cardboard box. From the top, I lifted out
brightly colored, knitted jerseys. Eyes sparkled as I gave them out.
Then there were the knitted bandages for the leprosy patients, and the
children looked a little bored. Then came a box of mixed raisins and
sultanas - that would make a batch of buns for the weekend. Then, as I
put my hand in again, I felt the.....could it really be? I grasped it
and pulled it out - yes, a brand-new, rubber hot water bottle. I
cried. I had not asked God to send it; I had not truly believed that
He could.. Ruth was in the front row of the children. She
rushed forward, crying out, 'If God has sent the bottle, He must have
sent the dolly too!' Rummaging down to the bottom of the box, she
pulled out the small, beautifully dressed dolly. Her eyes shone! She
had never doubted! Looking up at me, she asked: 'Can I go over with
you and give this dolly to that little girl, so she'll know that Jesus
really loves her?'

That parcel had been on the way for five whole months. Packed up by my
former Sunday school class, whose leader had heard and obeyed God's
prompting to send a hot water bottle, even to the equator. And one of
the girls had put in a dolly for an African child - five month s
before, in answer to the believing prayer of a ten-year-old to bring
it 'that afternoon'.

'Before they call, I will answer' (Isaiah 65:24) This awesome prayer
takes less than a minute. When you receive this, say the prayer,
that's all you have to do. No strings attached. Just send it on to
whoever you want - but do send it on. Prayer is one of the best free
gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's
continue praying for one another !

'Father, I ask you to bless my friends reading this right now.
I am asking You to minister to their spirit at this very moment.
Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy.
Where there is self doubting, release a renewed confidence to work
through them.
Where there is spiritual stagnation, I ask You to renew them by
revealing Your nearness, and by drawing them into greater intimacy
with You.
Where there is fear, reveal Your love, and release to them Your courage.
Bless their finances, give them greater vision, and raise up leaders
and friends to support
and encourage them
Give each of them discernment to recognize the evil forces around
them, and reveal to them the power they have in You to defeat it.
I ask you to do these things in Jesus' name. '

quickie

2008-03-17T01:46:00.004+08:00

暗恋是一种礼貌暗地褃盖一座城堡
然后再当你的警卫跑腿和小猫
随时你要我重灌电脑
随时你要我随传随到
买面包鸡排和水饺

你每次对著我笑你的笑褃面有毒药
我看著你出了神还丢掉了解药
可能你从来没感觉到
最好你永远感觉不到
爱上你越来越无可救药

一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才慢慢的体会到
幸福是被爱的人需要

一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才狠狠的决定要
就爱吧就酱吧就不逃

你每次对著我笑你的笑褃面有毒药
我看著你出了神还丢掉了解药
可能你从来没感觉到
最好你永远感觉不到
爱上你越来越无可救药

一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才慢慢的体会到
幸福是被爱的人需要

一天一天越来越无可救药
一天一天越来越无可救药
我才狠狠的决定要
就爱吧就酱吧就不逃
爱你到无可救药

一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才慢慢的体会到
幸福是被爱的人需要

一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才慢慢的体会到
幸福是被爱的人需要

一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才狠狠的决定要
就爱吧就酱吧就不逃
爱你到无可救药
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i'm making this a quick one coz i have to leave for work soon. HAHA. i am still not use to saying i am working... but it has been fun :D

so, i have decided to to sign on full time in april coz since i am taking a private course, it's expensive. so, i guess i need all the extra money i can get :) i will have to go for morning service till may. i miss my cell members...

right. got to leave soon. BYE :)

=)

2008-03-16T00:38:00.005+08:00

I BOUGHT A NEW WATCH! COST ME A WHOPPING $219!
whahaha. i got a scolding from my mum, but what's new? every time i buy something, i would get a series of nagging from her. but that's what's mums do right?
I LOVE THAT FREAKING WATCH SO DARN MUCH!
haha. so it's worth the scolding! :P i will upload pictures of that watch soon. promise. :)

on a separate note, since my course starts in MAY, my dearest RM, STELLY asked me sign on another month as full time (i know she is going to do that!). i really wanted to, since i HAVE the time, but if i sign on another month it means i can't go for afternoon service. :( but i really want to work as full time and the money is not bad :) so i am caught in the middle... HAIX. :/

raining day...

2008-03-13T12:24:00.004+08:00

it's raining AGAIN. it was looking SOMEWHAT like this in the morning.

and i thought i would have a pretty good chance of going out to get lunch after i finished packing my room, BUT i was wrong. started raining hippos and dinos soon after i finished showering... well, i am hungry and there is nothing to eat at home... except maggie noddles. :/ i mean, i like raining days. cool weather... great for naps but what i really want now is FOOD! this is how it looks like from my window.

it has been looking like that for the past few days...

check out the splash that car is making! HAHA.

anyways, i think i am going to brave the rain and go get me some food? maybe not.

can't sleep...

2008-03-12T23:45:00.001+08:00

i can't sleep. i think it's because of the red bull i drank just now. i was working in J8 outlet and 2 promoters gave us 3 cans of red bull for free. so, HANNING, JANICE and i had to drink it coz they opened the can for us:/ never really drank red bull before. today would be the first. it taste okay, but the one we drank was not the original one, it's some new flavour? yeah. heard the original one is not as nice.

anyways, my off day will officially commence in 15mins? :D i am going to spend some time doing my laundry, packing my room and in the evening i will go down to TMIS to register for my course :) and also look around for my language course. a little nervous, a little scared, a little excited.

so, since i can't sleep, i am re-watching some super old movies and shows. to kill time and make me sleepy. see ya! ;)

a decision made

2008-03-11T10:35:00.002+08:00

so, i have decided to go for the tourism course at some private institute. at first, i wasn't sure which course to take coz i have interest in both retail and tourism, i was kind of lost. i need to make a decision soon coz the course is going to start soon, i didn't know what to do... then, i asked God and He spoke to me. the funny thing is, sometimes when i felt lost and all alone, i thought He was not there at all. but then i realized that i was the one running away from Him. i was disappointed that i didn't make it into the course i want, and just locked myself up (metaphor). i pushed everyone that wanted to help me away thinking i could solve all the problems on my own. And when things didn't go the way i wanted them to, i though God gave up on me... i thought He forgot about me, but i was wrong. God sent those people to me, they were there to comfort and help but i pushed them aside.

after some struggling, i decided to open up and listen to Him. He told me what to do and i followed. i am going to do a part time course, at first i didn't know why i want to take the part time course, i should be able to take the full time one but then i realized, by taking the part time course, i would be able to work and take up a language course i always want to take. OH, i wanna learn French :)

lastly, i wanna thank God for all these people. SANDRA, DIANE, STEPH, HILDA, PEIQING, XIAOBAO, CHEN CHIAN, SHARON, CARIN, STELLY, SALLY, ASHLEY and so many more. they were there to comfort me when i am disappointed... THANKS!

2008-03-07T01:07:00.003+08:00

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you,
I love you anyway

Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
That's when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
That's when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what
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heard this song from sammie's blog. sweet song eh?

so, the important thing now is that i have to make a decision soon about the course my parents wants me to take up. i really have no idea what to do. i can't find anyone to talk to. my friends are busy with their lives and i don't want to bother them with my problems. what am i going to do? it seems like a tiny problem and i thought it was but then it does not seem that small after all. or am i magnifying it? it's a one year course and it's expensive! i really need to know what to do. HELP?...please. somebody...anybody?

on a separate note, it has been raining for the past few days. what is happening to world? when it should be hot like an oven this time of the year, it's raining all the time. and worst of all, it's COLD! i can't leave the house without my jacket! i love raining days, good for afternoon naps! but most of the afternoons i am working, so no naps for me :( except on my off day, which is today! speaking of which, my off day has been changed to thursdays instead of tuesdays because i have moved to another outlet. Tampines mall! with VERON and GABY. they too are a ball of fun to work with :D

so, overall things has been good except for some problems along the way but that will make me stronger :) and life aren't beds of roses right? i believe things will turn out just fine. i believe so, coz God is with me. :)

2008-02-28T23:19:00.003+08:00

i got my appeal results and i didn't make it into the course i want again....
what am i going to do?

wa la la bing bang!

2008-02-26T15:43:00.006+08:00

I've been awake for a while now.
You got me feelin' like a child now.
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face,
I get the tinglees in a silly place.

It starts at my toes.
And I crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes, I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

The rain is fallin' on my window pane,
But we are hidin' in a safer place.
Under covers stayin' dry and warm.
You give me feelings that I adore.

It start at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

What am I gonna say,
When you make me feel this way?
I just... mmm.

And It starts at my toes.
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

Da da da da da da da da da da
Oo da doo doo doo doo dumm
Uu oom ba doom ba doo da doo da boo da doo da doo da dumm
Mm mm mm

I've been asleep for a while now.
You tuck me in just like a child now.
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms,
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth.

It starts at my soul,
And I lose all control.
When you kiss my nose,
The feeling shows.
'Cause you make me smile.
Baby, just take your time now,
Holdin' me tight.

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.

Ooo... Wherever you go.
I always know.
'Cause you make smile.
Even just for a while.
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so, work has been just a whack ball of fun and crappy customers! HAHA. overall it's great. i am still learning a lot and having more fun, laughter and fatigue! if you don't know, i am getting crazier than i ever have. thanks to the people i am working with, they go crazy with me. HAHA. worked late with STELLY last night. the two of us are so bored (there is simply nothing to do! we finished everything!) that we arranged sponges, cleaned up the store room. so, now the place looks neat, hope that it will be like that when i go back tomorrow. i am not sure what they will do to the place... HAHA. i make them sound like some messy creatures! they are not, believe, they are quite neat you know.

i got my posting results, didn't make it to the course i want. and got thrown into a course i never picked! i was so pissed. but it's over now, i am just waiting for the appeal results now, which is announced on the 28feb08. this thursday. yap, i totally am NOT stressed! AS IF! but i guess things don't always go the way you want them to right? so, i can only hope this time things go well for me. just once. so, pray for me, wish me luck and hope i can make it. coz i am going to need all the luck and good fortune i need.

pictures time!!

joey and me! i am NOT sleeping, it's just that i have small eyes! hey. no laughing!

sally and joey :)

sally and me! :) i HAVE small eyes! HAHA.

the not so glam side of SALLY. we were in a train and she's not ready... she is going to kill me. but then again she loves me too much to kill me. right SALLY? :P

2008-02-19T20:16:00.004+08:00

what just happened?

cravings...

2008-02-18T22:33:00.003+08:00

right, i am really hungry!! and i have this craving for prata, fish and chips and ginseng chicken soup! what a weird combination. but yeah, that's what i am craving for! tomorrow is my off day, so, maybe i should go look for these food :)

i am also thinking of catching a movie but i have no idea what movie to catch...hmmm. what's nice now a days? i think i should take care of stomach first! it's really growling!! how? i don't want to eat now coz i am going to sleep soon... SHIT.

alright. BYE.

happy new year

2008-02-09T23:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
i know it's kind of late but better late then never right? HAHA. i have been talking about work and have been saying that it was great :) learned a lot and made many new friends. i really have to thank God for this opportunity but then i have lost some time with my cell group but that is part and parcel of life. kind of miss them.. wonder if they miss me?...

as for chinese new year, as usual i had a lot of fun with my family! reunion dinner was great although it's the same old thing every year, steamboat, it never fails to make me super excited over it! HAHA. well, it's food :D majong is also a must during chinese new year! won quite a bit this year, told ya i'm lucky! HAHA. as for ang pows... should be the same every year but new additions for my dear cousin Ferlyn. extra money! :D

right, i am little tired... BYE GUYS! enjoy yourselves and have a wonderful year ahead!! :) i love you!

class gathering

2008-02-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

class gathering was just a ball of fun!! i finally get to laugh, eat and talk nonsense them again. although, i do that everyday at work, the feeling is different you know. well, the company IS different :) miss ho came too she will be going back after chinese new year. after collecting the ang pows! HAHA. miss those guys to the max please! we had our lunch at cafe cartel. the food is good, but the portion is like freaking big la! went to the arcade after lunch and miss ho joined us. we played a few racing games and miss ho said she could win us all but... she is the last!! HAHA. try again soon kay miss ho? HAHA.

pictures time!!

off day leh!

2008-02-05T11:18:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i updated. so, the valentine's day is near, so all the stores are getting busier. worked late with SALLY yesterday and we didn't have the time to go crazy like we use to on mondays :( kind of sad but HAHA. we went crazy for a little while after we close the shop and went on a little food hunt. she again bought food for me :) i am a lucky girl ;) this time is strawberry swiss roll!! I LOVE! HAHA. i love food!!

on a separate note, will be meeting the class and miss ho at J8 for lunch and maybe a movie at 2pm. class outing!! miss those guys to the max!! and i am suppose to give jorinda a wake up call at 10am but i have not done so.. HAHA. i forgot!! better call her soon!! i am hungry!! have not eaten yet!!

i am going on a food hunt soon. after i wake jorinda up!! HAHA. bye people!

i'm sick

2008-01-27T15:34:00.000+08:00

my fever finally subsided. i am on MC today. although i am still having a headache but at least it is not as bad as last night. i thought my head was going to explode last night. so i am feeling much better now. should be able to go to work tomorrow. :)

on a seperate note, i lost my handphone :/ i dropped it on the bus this morning when i was my way home from the doctor's. so, i lost all the contacts and the bear that i hung on my phone :( the funny thing is, when i informed STELLY (my RM) not to call me on my cell coz i lost it, she scolded that guy that took my phone with me.

*conversation is in chinese*
ME: Stelly, don't call me coz i dropped my phone on the bus and that guy off my phone! TA MA DE (chinese vulgarity)!

STELY: HUH!! WANG BA DAN (another chinese vulgarity)! you better quickly cancel your number first before that idiot use your number to call some chat line thing and you have to pay.

ME: ya lor! sian! okay la. bye bye la.

STELLY: okay la. bye bye lor. take care hor.
*end*

but the thing is, when you lost your phone, your parents HAVE to get you a new one :) either that or they can't find me. so, i get to pick a new phone. not sure to be happy or sad. i like having new phone but it means i have to go get all the contacts again.

anyway, i have found the phone i want and my dad is going to get it for me tomorrow. so, yap. i am going to get a new phone.

and that's all folks! BYE BYE LA!

drama

2008-01-25T10:36:00.000+08:00

WOW! i really have to thank God! i finally got my Olevels result and let's just say i am happy with most although if i am not so freaked out during the exams maybe i can score better but i am mostly happy with my results. i failed my literature... F9. but they didn't limit my options to Poly or JC coz i passed the important subjects. :) Praise God!

i have so many people i have to thank...sharon, serene, bao ling, eileen, sarah, wei wen, sihui, rosanne, pamela, pearlyn, mei shi, xiu wen, diane, jenny, carin, mrs niar, ms gan, ms seah xiang ru, mrs tan hui huang (without her i would have failed my chinese oral), mrs selina lum and so many many more!! most importantly, my strength and my refuge, God.

when i got my results and mrs niar told me i could get into JC i was stunned. i just stared at her and then i can't help it but burst into tears. HAHA. silly old me... when i called my mom i was crying so badly, she thought i did very badly. HAHA. and i scared STELLY too. she called my voice was all muffled and it is obvious i cried. she too thought i did very badly! HAHA. then she messaged me to tell me not be sad and i must call her if anything happens. how sweet. my mum just said "orh, okay lor". anyway, i rushed to work right after the drama of results collection...

so. that's all for yesterday. THANKS A LOT!!

olevels results

2008-01-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

SHUT UP!! just shut up for one freaking min! i don't want to reach home after work to my mum ask me about Olevels results. i don't want to reach home to know that my relatives are anxious about my results. don't you think i know i have to collect my results tomorrow? don't you think i am anxious enough already? i am already freaking out so stop making things worse!!

sorry. i am just a little out of my mind. thanks for the venting ground, blogger. means a lot to me. i am so scared but by faith i will be strong and i know i can do it because God is with me. if i didn't do well and i can't get into any course in Poly, it does not mean i am weak in studies, it simply means He has another plan for me. so i will be strong but i think i am entitled to crying when i get my results. good or bad. just to vent all the fustrations and fear inside me.

Psalms 23 (a Psalm a day. 23Jan08)
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

on a lighter note, worked my RM, SALLY today. we had a ball of a time. we kept making jokes and making each other laugh. and say 23(in chinese) in every sentence. HAHA. insider joke. thank God for SALLY and Gaby for helping me not be nervous, at least when i am with them. thanks a lot guys! ^_^

so, i better sleep now although i don't think i will be able to sleep well. all the best.

super short update

2008-01-22T11:57:00.000+08:00

bad bad. my stomach is in a middle of a war. i should NOT have taken so much chilli... but it was so good. how? i feel like i am going to puke any time soon... HELP!!

got my hair cut. it's no different actually just shorter. i am too lazy to change a hairstyle and i have no hairstyle in mind that i would want so, it's good to stay like that :) HAHA.

i am freaking out about Olevels results. it would be released on thursday!YES! this thursday! i am so darn scared. i don't want to be disappointed! i have lost all confidence in myself and i have no idea what should i do. i actually have the idea of not going to collect my results. just run away from it you know. what should i do...

i need the toilet... BYE!!

lame update

2008-01-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

VERON!! this is for you. (if you are actually reading...)
let me show you what we did when we were bored to tears ar RC the other day.

super lame right? yap! we entertain ourselves.

sian half leh... i suppose to go for Post Encounter tomorrow but i left my punch card at J8 outlet today! BEST. rush out of the place and forgot the most important thing... blur lor! so i have to skip Post Encounter if not confirm late lor. SIANX. if you don't know, Post Encounter is part of my church thing la. =) i also not sure how to explain in details... so. yeah. =x

anyway, tomorrow will be last day at suntec. so i am going to clean the whole suntec outlet squeky clean tomorrow like what i did at J8 outlet today. and monday clane PS. tuesday clean my room. wednesday clean RC outlet :) HAHA. clean week.

okay la. enough crapping. should end here before i can't stop. BYE. i think i am going to change my blogskin =)

quickie!

2008-01-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

quickie update!

worked at RC with veron and serena today. there is so much i can say about them, but i am kind of tired to go into details. in short, both of them are nice people. only difference is veron is blur-er than serena. i laughed a lot today, but hey. what's new? wonder what would veron's reaction be when she see what we wrote on the notebook...

on a seperate note... my laptop is still not back yet. i am still using my dad's laptop. i miss my own *sobs* when will YOU be back??

right. i need to sleep NOW! bye =)

off day update

2008-01-15T10:54:00.000+08:00

xia0zhu: you first day know me huh? i always very nice one lor. and i don't really hate you la. i still love you very much :D.

i was super high yesterday please! today off! HAHA. how silly right. but you know me, i am silly! i was at PS yesterday lor. that place is more like an information counter please. had lunch/dinner with SALLY yesterday. i think once a week i will spend my break with Sally and once a week i will be working late with STELLY. *in case you don't know, STELLY and SALLY are my favourite RMs, my first 2 anyways* HAHA. actually i think they quite poor thing, they sleep late and even during break time their phone never stops ringing. so. people. be glad that sometimes nobody calls you =)

another thing for me to high about... i finally got my first pay check! HAHA. money $_$ can't wait to spend it but at the end of the day, i won't spend a single cent coz i will tell myself never buy the unnecessary stuff. SIAN right! i think so too but can't help it lor. =P

okies, i gtg. will be meeting sandra and jorinda. actually diane also coming along but her mum wants to spend time with her so... next time lor. BYE PEOPLE!!

stupid long quiz

2008-01-11T09:34:00.000+08:00

RULES to follow
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been
tagged.
*before i start, i AM so complaining about this. whatever the rules is! XP*

FAVOURITES
Colour: Black, white, maroon.
Food: it's a lot to name you know. i am kind of a rubbish bin =)
Song: every song by Alvin and the Chipmunks!
Movie: Alvin and the Chipmunks. (my darlings =))

HAVE YOU EVER
Dated Your Best Friend: Nope
Broken The Law: I guess so.
Been Arrested: Not once.
Been On TV: Nope.
Kissed Someone You Don't Know: Are you crazy?

5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
1) Tee
2) Insides.
3) Ear-studs.
4) Ear-phone.
5) FBTs

THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:
1) Wake up.
2) Brush teeth.
3) Shower.
4) Listen to my Chipmunks sing. =D
5) Eat donuts.
6) Do this stupid thing =P

THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW:
1) Alvin and the Chipmunks singing.
2) the background music
3) drums.
4) cars moving.

THINGS YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED:
1) sleep.
2) use comp.
3) Watch tv.
4) STONE.

The 5 lucky chosen ones:
to save others from the pain, i am NOT going to pick anyone! =P i don't really care about the rules.
------------------------------------------------------
Name: Michelle.
Birth Date: 12th May 1990.
Current Status: Single.
Eye Color: Dark Brown.
Hair Color: different tones of brown.
Righty or Lefty: Righty.

[On the Inside]
Your Heritage: Chinese.
Your Fear: i actually don't know.
Your Weakness: not sure la.
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheesey please!

[Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]
Your First Thought: roll out of bed before i am late?
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: wow, i AM sleepy.
Your Most Missed Memories: i can't remember what i missed...

[Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King.
Single or Group Dates: not sure
Adidas or Nike: Adidas, for sure.
Tea or Nestea: Lipton!
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE! (this is a no-brainer)
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino. (the foam =))
Smoke: Not at all.
Curse: Hell yea.
Take showers: but of course!(another no-brainer)
Have a crush: Not at the moment...
Think you are in love: YES! i love Alvin and the Chipmunks!!
Want to get married: not really interested.
Believe in yourself: Somewhat...
Think you are a health freak: yeah sure. i have like donuts and chocolate everyday. how healthy is that!

[In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: Yea.
Gone to the mall: DUH. i work there.
Been on stage: Yes and it sucks.
Eaten sushi: OF COURSE!
Dyed your hair: Yap. and i love the colour!

[Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: No.
Changed who you were to fit in: how would i know?

[Age]
You are hoping to be married at the age of: HA. i have no interest in marriage.

[In a Guy]
Best Eye Color: what ever is natural for him?
Best Hair Color: Brown.
Short Hair or Long Hair: Short hair.

[What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: listening to Chipmunks singing "Christmas Don't be Late"
1 Hour Ago: showering.
5 Hours Ago: Still sleeping.
1 Month Ago: just started work?
1 Year Ago: yeah right, i CAN remember!

[Finish the Sentence]
I Love: my friends and family! and FOOD!! haha.
I Feel: full. *BURP* haha. DONUTS!
I Hate: being tired.
I Hide: from?
I Need: money! $$

The next 5 peeps are:
told ya i am not going to pick! =P
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work has been great! =) worked with Stelly (my RM) yesterday.
both of us having our monthy cramps together. HAHA.
speaking about cramps, i had the worst cramps of my life
yesterday. during my break i just sat there and could not move.
it sucks! okay, i have nothing else to say except,
thanks SALLY (my another RM) for buying donuts for us and
thanks Stelly for giving me her donuts! HAHA.
super high this morning coz i have donuts! haha. i am nuts!
BYE!

for xiao zhu

2008-01-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR XIAOZHU!! *UPDATE ALREADY LA!*

have not been updating for sometime. kind if miss this space. work has been great=) time really pass quickly when i am working but some people really irriate the crap out of me, but i TRY my best to not punch them. HAHA. but most of the time work has been cool. tiring but fun =)

went for post encounter lesson. had to wake up at 7am but glad i did coz learnt a lot. also had this chance to get to know huimin(not uncle wong, the other huimin in FCBC) better. hope i have more of this kind of chances to get to know her and many other peopel better =)

today is my granddad's birthday celebration. his 84th birthday. we eat, drank and laughed A LOT! they kept making me drink (no, not coke. wine) so now i am a liitle drunk/sleepy... will be at ngee ann city tomorrow.

okay, i really am drunk and sleepy alreay. BYE! loves.

pri school chinese

2007-12-27T20:17:00.000+08:00

this post is titled "primary school chinese". read it =)

1.题目: 原来
小朋友写: 原来他是我爸爸。
老师评语: 妈妈关切一下

2.题目: ..一边...........一边............ ..
小朋友写: 他一边脱衣服 ,一边穿裤子.
老师评语: 他到底要脱还是要穿啊~~

3.题目: 其中
小朋友写: 我的其中一只左脚受伤了。
老师评语: 你是蜈蚣？~~

4.题目: 一... 就....
小朋友写: 一只娃娃就要一百块。
老师评语: 老师笑到不行..

5.題目: 你看
小朋友写: 你看什么看! 没看过啊

6. 照样造句例题: 你 (唱歌) 我(跳舞)
小朋友写: 你(好吗 ) 我(很好)
老师评语: 你在写英文翻译吗??

7.照样造句例题: 别人都夸我( )，其实我( )
小朋友写: 别人都夸我( 很帅 )，其实我( 是戴面具的)。
老师评语: 什么面具这么好用???

8.题目: 好... 又好..
小朋友写: 妈妈的腿,好细又好粗...
老师评语: 那到底是细还是粗？

9.题目: 陆陆续续
小朋友写: 下班了，爸爸陆陆续续的回来。
老师评语: 你到底有几个爸爸呀?

10.题目: 皮开肉绽
小朋友写: 停电的夜晚，到处很黑，我吓得皮开肉绽!
老师评语: 看到这句... 老师佩服你。

11.题目: 欣欣向荣-比喻生长美好的样子。
小朋友写: 我的弟弟长得欣欣向荣。
老师评语: 孩子，你弟弟是植物人吗...
还有一个更瞎的…
小朋友写: 欣欣向荣荣告白。
老师评语: 连续剧不要看太多~~

12.题目: 谢谢....因为......
小朋友写: 我要谢谢妈妈,因为她每天都帮我写作业......
老师评语: 原来你的作业是妈妈写的!!!!!!!

13.题目: 难过
小朋友写: 我家门前有条水沟很难过。
老师评语: 老师更难过......

14. 题目: 天才
小朋友写: 我３天才洗一次澡。
老师评语: 要每天洗才干净~~

15.題目: 一… 便…
小朋友写: 我一走出门，对面就是便利商店。
还有一個更瞎的…
小朋友写: 哥哥一吃完饭，就大便。
老师评语: 造句不要乱造...

16.題目: 又.....又.....
小朋友寫: 我的妈妈又矮又高又瘦又肥。
老师评语:你妈妈......是怪物吗?

17.題目: 果然
上课小朋友说：昨天我吃了水果，然后又喝了凉水
老师：这是词组，不能分开造句。
小朋友又说：老师，我还没说完呢，果然晚上我拉肚子了！
老师：…………

18.題目: 瓜分
小朋友：大傻瓜分不清是非
老师：小傻瓜也分不清

19.題目: 好吃
小朋友：好吃个屁
老师：………

20. 題目:况且
小朋友：一辆火车经过，况且况且况且况且．．．．．
老师：……………

i laughed my socks off. HAHA. wait, was i wearing socks that day? ...

2007-12-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

right. so i am awake now and i have just received a call from my darling DIANE... telling me she is at Suntec, looking for me. LOL. funny please. of all days she has to come on the day i am on MC. HAHA. DIANE, please try again next time =) in case you don't know..i am working at Perlini's Silver - Suntec outlet=) come buy things from there, so i will have commission. HAHA.

anyway, continue with what i was thinking of updating just now... i went to the polyclinic, i have never been to the polyclinic to see a doctor, i actually have my own private doctor. but the company only wants MC from the polyclinic. how irritatingly ridiculous. i spent like 3hours at the polyclinic and only like 3mins with the doctor! the rest of the time is spent waiting for my turn! i HATE POLYCLINICS!! wait, no. actually, i hating waiting more!

the good thing is... (drum roll...actually no need for that la =P) tomorrow is my off day. so i get another day to rest. did i mention my throat is like on fire and my nose is like leaking tap? irony huh? but yap, it is like that =)

and i have just finish some Hong Kong drama that has been around since the start of the year? yeah. thanks to Olevels i can only finish them now. when i think of the time i spent preparing for my Os, i shudder. sleeping only 5hours per day, staying at home or going to Macdonald's to study till the cows come home. i NEVER EVER WANT TO TAKE OLEVELS AGAIN! EVEN IF I FAIL! but i won't fail...right?

on a separate note, work is so much fun! i get along well with my co-workers, in-charge and the retail manager. they kept asking is i am okay, and if i am not sure of anything must ask. and when i am sick, they keep telling me to go see a doctor and get MC if i really cannot make it. and actually i secretly (no longer a secret) think that my dear RM pass me her sickness, coz she was sick the other day and now it's my turn. and i believe i passed it on to Ema. sorry girl =)

the bad side about working is that i am not able to go for church service on sunday =( i miss my cell group members. wonder if they miss me too? anyway, i should go take my medicine again.

see ya soon =)

2007-12-17T14:11:00.000+08:00

i am sick! suppose to go to work but on MC today.

work has been crazy but people i work with are a whack ball of fun. =)

right, medicine is kicking in. sleepily already.. BYE

work update

2007-12-11T11:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO people! seems like i have not been updating for a long time. kind of miss this space.

so, work has been great. i have learnt so much and met many new friends=) my "shifu" (aka my in-charge, michelle lao) has been teaching me more about what to do as the day goes by. and i have met other people like ema, lian ni, lorna (spelling? she is the OM), sally and calvin/kelvin? but some of them i only spent like a few hours with them. all of them are really nice, they kept making me laugh, esp ema. i would spent most of my time laughing when i am with her. stelly would come over once or twice a week to make sure i am alright and check on the outlet too. all of them would keep asking me if i am okay or tell me to feel free to ask questions if i am not sure=) but the bad side of work is that i am so tired... my feet feels like it has been running 10km everyday... but after a day of sleep i would be alright. =)

and it's nice having people i know work at the same place as me. not that they work at perlini's too but they work at suntec. like uncle wong and huiyu, they work at suntec so sometimes during my break i would drop by and see them. but somehow, i can't seem to find huiyu at royal sporting house leh. but that place is really damn big la. i wonder how she handle it man.

alright, i wanna go enjoy the rest of my off day already =) oh, stelly and sally (the 2 retail manager) and ema, has given me my christmas already. and i have only joined for a week =) how sweet of them=)

my first off day! =)

2007-12-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

today i am off!! quite cool huh. start work yesterday and today off. but then i have to work another 6days to my next off day. but i had a lot of fun. both Michelle(shop in charge) and Stelly(manager) are very nice to me=) thank God for them. i learned quite a lot from the both of them and now then i realised that actually silver got a lot things i have to know one leh. so, Michelle giving me a mini test tomorrow. don't know whether can make it a not. but i think should be okay la, since i didn't die during Olevels i should be able to make it.=x

and only today i realised that huimin and huiyu both working at Suntec. maybe tomorrow i can go visit them, maybe not huimin coz she at tower 1 leh. i at tower 5, i am really too lazy to walk all the way there x)

okays, i am prepare to go to my dreamland =) ByE. nites

lil update

2007-12-03T09:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO =X

just got home yesterday from "the ONE retreat". kind of cool. my group is "the laughing club" you can almost imagine what we do everyday. :P

anyway, i will be starting work today. Perlini's Silver - Suntec City outlet. it's quite far la but better than Lucky Plaza. my in-charge is also called Michelle. i believe she is nice, coz nice people have nice me. in case you forget, i am Michelle too, so i am nice. HAHA. i am a little scared but i think should be able to do a good job. i hope =x

i am hungry. hunting time =) BYE.

yesterday. today. tomorrow.

2007-11-27T09:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE :D

*jumps* my prayers and wishes have been answered!! i got the job at Perlini's Silver and will be starting work on monday after my ONE retreat camp. =) kind of excited. HAHA. i must the only one in the world who is actually excited about going to work. i am weird but whatever. anyway, the pay is not bad but i won't say how much they are paying me, in case anyone wants to rob me. (-.-) so, i went for the training yesterday. met another girl Xin Yi. she is also waiting for Olevels results. she is quite nice, wish i had more time to get to know her but they are sending her to Great World City and i should be going to Suntec City. but i am sure i am going to have lots of fun and aching feet. Stelly (manager/trainer/interview-er) is really nice and friendly.

enough about yesterday, today i am going out with my mom to colour my hair. tomorrow i am going to sandra's house for MJ session. can't wait.

so i got to bye! =)

highlights of the week =)

2007-11-25T09:52:00.000+08:00

so, i got more or less what i wanted. Levi's called. but i was hoping it was Perlini's Silver. coz Levi's is paying $6 per hour, not bad la but they are sending me to Lucky Plaza. i really don't want to go there. esp not during christmas season. do you have any idea how darn bad the human traffic is at town during this time of the year. i am never going to make it home from Lucky Plaza. i am still waiting for Perlini's Silver to call but if i still don't get any notice on mon then i go to Levi's. ask Levi's to put me in some other place. say AMK hub or PS. HAHA. but if they won't then maybe i won't take the job. my mom also said to take my time. so i am going to take my time, maybe do more slacking.

on a lighter notes, i have some minor "events" coming up. i would be going out with my mom on tues to add some colour to my hair. =) i am getting excited. wee! (-.-) HAHA. on wed, i would be going to sandra's house for a MJ session. i heard we are still missing one kaki. so if anyone is interested, ask SANDRA. and the end of the week, would be my first cell retreat. in PL. yap, PL. kind of cool but also a little weird. but i am sure i will have a ball of a time. =)

okay. shall stop here. enjoy your sunday people!! =D have fun!

2007-11-24T12:22:00.000+08:00

JJ Lin - Hurray

有梦就不渺小不怕地再大天再高

hormones...

2007-11-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

HELLO. yes, i am back again. guess what? i am really bored. just going around reading others' blog. i wonder when is this going to end. i hate it that i have so much time on my hands now. i have no job, no mugging to do and no friends to talk to. sounds sad huh? i really so restless and drained. i never had this feeling even when i am mugging my arse off for Os. i seriously miss seeing my friends everyday, i enjoy making them laugh and they would make me laugh. :S so, now then i finally realise that my life is all about going to school. the centre of my life is school. i lost my centre, that's why i am so lost... so scared. i am actually scared. HAH. what irony...

on a separate note, Perlini's Silver have not called me yet. they said they will be able to confirm my application by this week, and it's friday already. i am still kinda hopeful. i still have this little flame going in my heart. i want this to happen. i really do. but i have this feeling, this lil' flame/hope is dying. i don't want to be disappointed, i don't want to have give up. giving up on something i really really wants sucks. really. =( it's weird that i am feeling down today. now. i am usually the cheerful/optimistic and the crazy type. maybe it's the hormones. yeah, it must be.

maybe i should get back to my reading. i miss reading throughout the noght or at least till wee hours =) nite guys!

2007-11-23T13:55:00.000+08:00

You Are Crimson Red

Down to earth and warm-hearted, you instantly make everyone feel at ease around you.

And while you have an understated passion - you lack the uncontrolled passion of most other reds.

You prefer to sit back and enjoy every situation life has to offer. You put an optimistic spin on everything.

And even when things are going well, you don't get too amped up. You prefer to keep your emotions as steady as possible.

What Color Red Are You?

You Should Be an Artist

You are incredibly creative, spontaneous, and unique.

No one can guess what you're going to do next, but it's usually something amazing.

You can't deal with routine, rules, or structure. You're easily bored.

As long as you are able to innovate and break the rules, you are extremely successful.

You do best when you:

- Can work by yourself

- Can express your personality in your work

You would also be a good journalist or actor.

What Should You Be When You Grow Up?

You Are Bobsledding

You're not a world class athlete, but you are a world class maniac.

Your need for speed could have you blazing past the finish line!

What Winter Sport Are You?

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda

You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.

While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

The Animal Personality Test

Your Power Element is Metal

Your power colors: white, gold, and silver

Your energy: contracting

Your season: fall

You are persistent (and maybe even a little bit stubborn).

If you see something you want, you go for it.

You have a lot of strength, and it's difficult to get you down.

Very logical, you tend to analyze everything going on in your life.

What's Your Power Element?

help =0

2007-11-23T13:28:00.000+08:00

LET IT SNOW. LET SNOW. LET IT SNOW. haha. sorry, just getting into the christmas mood. it's about a month away. something cliché, times files huh? anyway, i haven been updating for days, nope. my internet is not down is just that i am feeling lazy. what's new? HAHA.

so, i am watching extreme makeover: home edition and waiting for perlini's silver to call and tell me i got a job! i simply love extreme makeover: home edition. how sweet of them to help the less fortunate =) i wish i could join them in their projects but, i doubt that would happen.

there is really nothing much going on in my life now. just watching TV and waiting for calls. i really hope i get the job. God help me. Ahem. oh. i remember now. i am going to colour/highlight/dye my hair next Tuesday. so that should be the highlight of my week i guess. keeps me looking forward to another day.

okay. i have really nothing else to say. so BYE. =)

slacking my ass off

2007-11-18T11:00:00.000+08:00

i am sitting here, slacking my butt off but i really miss the days that i was mugging for my Olevels. i am a weirdo huh? i miss the days where i would glue my butt to the seats at Macdonald's and just study the whole day. here i am gluing my butt to the sofa, eyes to the TV but i am really bored!! HAHA.

as i have mentioned, i have an interview at Levi's tomorrow. i am kind of nervous. went for the interview at Perlini's Silver last friday but they have not called me yet. maybe they will call me only on weekdays. but i freaking impatient please! dang it! call me now!!! i am demanding huh? HAHA. but i really hate waiting. anyway, i think it is useless for anyone to read my blog since i am talking about the same issue everyday right? but this is the only way for me to vent my frustrations.

right, got to get back to gluing my eyes back to the TV. =P man, i miss the seats at Macdonald's. -.- BYE.

no swiping?

2007-11-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

SWIPER NO SWIPING! haha. that was from "Dora the Explorer". yeah, it's a cartoon meant for kids. not that i like this cartoon a lot, i would really rather watch "Clifford" *another cartoon for kids* but that's the only one they have. and no, i do not have cable TV.

on a separate note, i went for my interview at Perlini's Silver with Jo and Shams. they interview for the both of us took like 20mins? yeah. kind of quick. i am really excited now. oh man, i even don't feel like going for the interview at Levi's. i mean who wants to sell clothes? HAHA. i am only kidding, no offense. really. i am kind of scared over the Levi's interview coz Anne/Ann? (the interview-er) sounds kind of unfriendly, unlike Stelly at Perlini's.

anyway, after the interview, walked around Bugis to shop for Jo's prom dress. and after what it feels like days of walking, Jo finally bought the dress she likes. thank goodness. HIGHLIGHT of my day. i bought "Bread Papa's" chocolate éclair. it's really chocolaty and wonderfully good. =D *yum yum* i love it!! i wish i owned them!!

great! i am salivating. better stop before i can't. oh and xia0zhu, why you so bu gan yuan? got to go. i need to pee=/

just an update

2007-11-16T11:34:00.000+08:00

right. i just home from school. we were suppose to collect our leaving cert and it takes less than 20mins for the whole class but guess what time they made us reach school? 8.30am! and i was late. when i got there, big bird was talking about the Click 5 incident! i mean, oh please. it's so over. just let it go already. what's with her..

anyway, i finally got a call from Perlini's Silver and i have an interview at 3.30pm today. i also have another interview at Levi's on monday at 10.30am. at first, i thought i won't get a job, but now, i have 2 interviews. i really don't know which one i would one if both offered me a job. so, to make things easy for ME (yap.all about me) one of you please reject me!! thanks =/ HAHA.

so. i am felling kind of nervous right now. hate that feeling. i got this feeling when i was waiting for my Nlevel results but that was a more intense kind. this is the minor kind but i still hate it! SUCKS.

okay, an update on my life. i am enjoying life as it is and i am my current job, a full time slacker! that's is one of my favourite job but one, only one bad point, is that there is no pay for this kind of job! what i really need now is money! but i think i rested enough already and i am ready do something else now.

okay. got to go shower again and prepare to get out!

AMK hub

2007-11-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

so, i am back. have been updating twice a day... i am really bored. okay, i give up on Perlini's Silver. it has been 2days, i believe they have already gotten my application but they don't want me.

went to AMK hub with mom today. walked around and i bought a seclude book. it's really nice, something different from what you can find at most books stores. it's kind of expensive, cost me a whooping $22.90 but i think it's worth it. coz i really like it =/ i also asked Levi's if there is any vacancies for part timers, they told me to call the office. but he did say it is difficult to get through, so i decided to wake up a little earlier tomorrow to avoid the phone jam. =X pray that i get through.

see ya peeps. =)

oh, watch this. Jay Chou's 千里之外 is changed to 欠我十塊. freaking funny at the same time really lame. WATCH IT!

indulge.

2007-11-14T10:03:00.000+08:00

it's raining now. AGAIN. it's a great time to be seeping but i am wide awake watching Ellen Degeneres' Show, but i am not paying attention at all. not that it is not good, in fact i think Ellen is really funny, but i am just so bored.

Perlini's Silver didn't call me! they called Jo but they didn't call me to go for the interview! maybe they have not gotten my application but i can't wait! I HATE WAITING FOR CALLS. that's the reason i never asked anyone to call. waiting sucks. i am going to end up with no job, no money and no friends. i am going to spend the rest of my holidays watching "Dora the Explorer"and "Mickey's Club House", with cobweb all over me when all my friend are actually doing something, like earning money!

speaking of friends, had a brief chat with xiaozhu on MSN last night. oh man, i miss her so. i not only miss her, i miss my 5a2 class so much man. i miss going to school seeing them everyday, laughing with them, i even miss the noise they make. though sometimes it's considered as noise pollution but i do miss them.

okay. i am going to indulge in self pity and cartoons. HAHA. till then...

update

2007-11-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

so, it's almost a week after Os officially ended.

9nov07-11nov07
went for Encounter camp. what's that? it means to encounter God during the camp. my group consist of Serene, Carin, Pamela, Wei wen, Samantha and of course me =) on the second day of the camp, we had some sessions/lessons about God, sins and other things. in the morning, after the first session, pastor Danny played this song "When God Ran". the words of the song just hit me, i was just so touched, many people were touched. and i cried uncontrollably, i couldn't stop. pastor asked all the guides/leaders to stand in front and when we are ready, we can go up to them. when i went up to Serene, God spoke to me through Serene. He told me i was never not good enough and He missed me. i was so... i just cried, i kept crying. at night, we confessed our sins, again many people cried. so many of us were so touched. on the last day, *highlight of the camp for me* we were praying for the Holy Spirit to come and fill us. pastor has already warned us that when the Holy Spirit come, we would be doing something unexpected. at first i cried, i cried again. then when Sharon put her hand of my forehead, i fell. many people fell. and i continued crying. some people were laughing non stop, screaming, shaking or crying. the Holy Spirit was so powerful and so strong. when i fell, didn't fall on purpose, i had no control of my body at that time, i didn't even know i could cry for so long and so hard. then Sharon told me that when she saw me, she saw that there is a change in me. is like i really wanted God in my life, i hunger and desire Him. and i also believe that i have changed in a good way. oh. and before the camp, sihui, told me that during the camp i can cry until my eyes drop out, i actually didn't believe her, but now, if you are reading, i believe you!! my eyes almost fall out please. =X
today
went on a job hunt. it is not at all fun, i mean i did have fun with my company, but walking around town for the whole day until your legs ache and spent a lot of money is NOT fun. i feel like i am having this bad muscle ache. my body feels like it's collapsing. i asked around but many said they only wanted full time or only for 18 and above... =/ but i did managed to get 2 applications. so i am now waiting for them to call me. Perlini's Silver please call me! i really want the job. thanks.

okay, i gtg. need my sleep =)

beat boxing

2007-11-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

you have to watch this! they are damn talented please.

this is Korean group, iM beat boxing Justin Timberlake's Sexyback.

this is iM beat boxing Rain's song Rain's coming down

this is solo by a Korean guy. Canon in D plus beat box!

iM beat boxing Linkin Park's In the End

i think they are damn cool and damn talented please. electric guitar is OUT and beat boxing is IN! people playing electric guitar, don't kill me! thanks =X

help

2007-11-08T15:57:00.000+08:00

HELP!

i am bored out of my soul!! i actually MISS THE DAYS WHERE I WAS MUGGING! i woke up this morning thinking that i will be able relax and do something i like, maybe rent a movie or two. but to the horror of my soul... there is no movie that interest me and nothing on TV that i want to watch. how can this happen! Olevels is over, officially over for me! i should be enjoying myself. someone save me!!

and thanks a lot XIAOBAO for sending me that video that scared the freak out of my soul when i just woke up. it was named "nice greenery" and while i was watching i was think "HUH. nice meh? it's just a car..." then this bloody ugly idiot jumped out of nowhere and started screaming. i think my brain jumped out of my head for a second la! i heard chen chian didn't dare to go to the toilet, huiyu cried and scared the shit out of huimin. THANKS. i enjoyed it =) *no sarcasm intended*